Although I am now extremely comfortable with my sexuality, I have had bi sexual urges 
from a very early age and initially I was embarrassed and slightly over whelmed by them. I had several girly crushes but my by far most intense was at Secondary School (aged 12-16) she was called N***** and was extremely overtly sexual. I was very sexual too.. but preferred older boys (early twenties or older) whereas N***** delighted in any male attention; although she was mostly a tease and a flirt.. I’m not sure that she really was going ‘all the way’ when I was, but even then I was some what secretive about my sex life and conducted it out of school, mostly during bunked lessons! I was in a combination of agony and ecstasy when her form and mine merged to do girly sports like gymnastics and basket ball, when the boys were busy with foot ball and rugby. You see, we were sharing changing rooms and while I desperately tried hard not to peek at her getting undressed I couldn’t help it. N*****’s parents were quite liberal and indulged her in her chosen underwear, mostly silky vest and knicker sets and of course we shared showers…
Years later I was working in a couture bridal wear shop. Our dresses were far too complicated to put on alone so I would go into the changing room with the bride to be and help her to dress… and undress! And if I made a successful sale, detailed and somewhat intimate measurements were required (including several around the breast area, the hips, and lower down…which I had to kneel for, on my knees, face to face with their most intimate areas.. close enough to smell their delicious cunts!!). I was in an almost constant state of sexual arousal! But I managed not to show it and was never inappropriate.
Skip a few more years and I was training to be a beauty therapist. Once again, I am in an environment where extremely attractive young women are swanning around in next to nothing but I managed (mostly) to keep my cool and I don’t think any of the sexy students that I trained with for two years were any the wiser.
